>in loving memory of sammy 'bone' swan and princess 'annie' butts i'm in a hotel in some dream drama where the bathroom has been wrecked, it's like a place i knew but not in the city, more like los angeles - there are women - whoever i am in the dream seems intent on sharing some connection - there was talk i am telling them well i know marilyn manson, reaching in my pocket for a phone number i somewhere else jotted down on a napkin... i awake thinking damn i wouldn't give out someone's number like that...maybe there was reason or maybe there were drugs - i've been taking days to "recover" from the overhead noises, got some sleep last night but facing the day still felt easier with a nap first...illuminations? satori? well i sure don't want a glass guitar - i do kinda like that cream calavera axe - i was shocked to find myself thinking of one of my uncles - no reason out of nowhere- an actress quoted something about knowing your type of person by how they make you feel at ease...it weren't uncle sam - so instead of being happy over my skin clearing up - i found myself curious over what i think of as ironic fat lymph nodes, which feels like confirmation of that feeling of being mysteriously struck by invisible thing i had mentioned before - misty mountain hop dream hills there is a race about to happen, everyone is settling in - no punches thrown - someone leads me up higher - climb - nature and sky but us city kids are not always as impressed as we should be by such views, myself i was trying to make out what type of animals those were - i'd say sheep but in contemplating the scene - i'd have to say some sort of hybrid - neither wolf nor muskox - i don't know - a place i'd never been with wildlife unknown to me - should have taken a closer look at the sky - sigh, so who is my type of person, judging by ease - kirsten - well, she is from point pleasant so it all makes sense - dunst in a dream i won['t detail in case someone is mining or trying to undermine her craft - i felt under the haze of work noise again during my after sleep nap today - taken out to some mall by a diplomatic spanish woman, she was hurrying me - telling me i was about to be married - in the dream i am merely acting like i would at an investigation - she's telling me the name i am trying to imagine what that would be like and if it would be polygamy if one already feels wed in spirit to some other girl...pretty soon it is all resolved - an italian type man tells me it's all been called off - i see a stained urinal and don't think much of any of it - but i am left to wonder where the diplomat scattered off to and how to navigate the sudden maze of halls and walkways - diamond dogs should have been playing - "Well, she's come, been and gone..." how do i know i need to clean up an area of my apartment- when skirt the cat avoids it - gotta watch them contamination levels - in a dream i am self-contaminated dreaming i am writing the dream notes as if nervous i'd forget something that possibly should be told or said - i wake saying to myself man you never read that book - i dream of woody - a bunch of people wroted with their allen scenes. i am being harsh on myself, surely i read a few pages - still nowhere near ending anna karenina - pulled out the martin acoustic - i think i am going to make the decorations permanent - jealousy in a dream i wam waiting for lotta, am would be regular waiting wam is coined for more - she's speaking to someone and i wam circling around around until some other she ejaculates well she sure is taking a long time which somehow makes me race to her now wearing a bikini and i confront her like a possession instead of a person pulling down one side of her top to kiss her breast - the viridescent blue veins are what i see thinking she's lying when she says her eyes are green - it's that emma well emily stone type green that isn't leafy - i awake loathing the intrusion and my own impetuousness - in another dream i am actually viewing bugonia - as if someone wanted me to commentize upon something or other but i'm sure i've said my feeling elsewhere - i did see the bride - i love the fact of actresses directing, in this case maggie - last name i would would have to look up to spell right - but i was a bit overwhelmed by how loud the lady protagonist was - i don't think it reflected well on mary shelley although i understand there was another side or soul involved in the same body in any case much more disappointed by the darth maul thing - or as miss grant put placed it, what the fuck is star was about? my sister's bones was difficult due to lowered patience levels after all the construction noise - but somehwere i said i will watch all of olga's films - crime 101 had something but how could the hemsworth character not have picked up that the ruffalo character was posing as the courrier? i sense a dejavu, did i already state my case? well, no matter how much violence a character does - only women seem to be able to climb above full frontal nudity in previous roles - i feel bad - bk has done a lot more than dance naked oh well maybe i'm pulled to conclude in this manner for the synchronicity as euphoria is proposing it's own hype and it is a popular show with a nearly overkill amount of nudity - now extending to natasha on the red carpet? does it lead the industry into a borderline pornography which mostly results in vulgarity. strange, lars von trier, let's see yes - antichrist - there was exposure yet done in a way that didn't take away from the actor, i suppose there is a mastery or talent which isn't readily available - i suppose only time will tell, meanwhile too many have the issue of children watching hbo and growing up expecting an impossible soap opera reality or you are not cool without trauma... later in a reboot runway tin machine heaven song bowie i recall said don't sacrifice yourself: "No truth decent, It was summer from the waist down She blew the troops right off your feet She tells you she's God's grammy..." bjork never won "And if you complain once more You'll meet an army of me..." 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